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long time
i know
haha
but as i said before it's pointless
:]
anyways nothing new as always
dyed my hair but thats about all
it has like red streaks but it's all good
school is boring useless for me and yeah
im at work so i got to make this short
just hi and bye kinda thing
just stoped by to update <333
because i love you guyssss
hahha
right
anyways gots to jet
seeya
work suckssssssss
=]
sorry boss<3lol
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[16 Aug 2006|10:35pm] |
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hey guys!!!!
im weird today
haha i dk
just bored i guess
i havent said thta in forever
hehe
whohooo
ew
ryasn stop leaving comments okk
i may still like love you with all my sad sad heart
and you may be hot and sexy skatish emoish hot tight pant wear
eyeliner wearer but i dont careee
stopp
leave
meee
alooneeEEEEEEEE
please.
i'll call hte potato dots cops on you:]
hah dude
who am i kidding i still love you
:[
but i have to get over you
nooo matttteer how fuckin hard i try you're still with me
..................................
i'll talk to you tommorow
i'll compromise
i know we need to talk ok
just
talk.
please.
ok enough about us
**sighs*
ummmmm
lost thoughts there for a second but yeah
life is pretty good i guess
i live to let it shine
=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]
ok i'm going to go
see ya guys!!
read..comment....then leave..dont be a stranger come talk to me
nikka269@msn.com'mkay i dont bite
sumtimes:]
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[15 Aug 2006|10:22pm] |
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i'm kind of like stuck in my thoughts
cant get out
school sucks man
everyone is boooogus
i absolutely hate it and just cant wait to be a senior
i need a kiss badly
and some comfort
yeah some comfort that'd be nice
i'd like to call alisson but her fone is dead
literaly.
=/
school confuses me i have so many things to organize and keep up to its crazy and it hasnt even been the 3rd day yet and i'm almost dying
yeah well you try
7 classes per day 50min each
h.w in all of them and you just can't help but almost fall over your chair of boredom
yeah yeah yes i'm there....
again tommorow
and the next day
and the next
and the next
life sucks
ryan is still stalking....
cant he just fucking get over me!!
=0 monique your so bad =P yeah i know i am
well and so i'm hungry and so i'm going to go like um eat? i guess because thats what you do when your hungry so yeah sorry guys i'm like a little bit crazed up today too many things on in my head at once....school..boy....school...boy.....family...problems....
not a cuter haha no worries
well love you guys
+*+*+*nikky+*+*+*
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hey guys!
been some days
grr i start school tommoroww
noooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yeah.
sucks.
i know.
im confused~~i wrote this poem on my own and im proud:]
im afraid i have met someone
who has quite mixed matched my heart
i dont know what to do or how to feel
but when i'm with him i just feel so real
i know its wrong but what can i do
when i know what i feel is true?
give me a clue
of what i should do
i'm so confused
because im afraid i have
made a new love...
more to comeeeeeeee lateeerrrrr
xoxoxoxoxoxo
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| quick !! |
[02 Aug 2006|11:53pm] |
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heya guys its been a few days lol sorry i have been kind of busy
but anyways this is going to be a quicky because i'm so tired and i need to sleep in a little bit ^_^
i have been good as every other day
life is good
boyfriend is good
best friend coming to visit in 4 days=D
im soo excited
we're going to disney yayy i feel like a kid againxD
sometimes i think that no one comes in livejournal to randomly read what i have to write so there is times where i just dont even bother
but hey if you are a reader and you take you're time to come in here and read the bogus i have to write then hey you are truly a rad person i love you!!!!
and yeah you dont have to comment or anything i mean just by you reading this is great enough for me
<3
but anyways i have a headache
i need a but as in a ciggarrrrrrrreettteee
yeah and a drink...of water! god people yes i know i said i'm controlling my obvs. way of drinking not stoping it hehe
anyways i said a quick posting but heey look i almost wrote a story here haha
thats when i mean i want to be a writer i loove love love to write!!
aww my bf just texted me.....''baby did i tell you how much i love you today??''
what a cutie=P
love hiim
love you gabriel<3
but anyways good night to all of you fuckers!!!!!!!
love you guys!!!!
<3
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[27 Jul 2006|04:24pm] |
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boohah
hey guys haha im kinda of hyper today idk why
just came out of the shower and now i'm sitting here doing my hair and then makeup just for the fun of it
i'm talking to yoyo and andy on the fone
=]
i love you guys!!!!
going out tonight
club metropolis!!!
shout out to anna!!myke!!yoyo!!andy!!gabeeeeeeeeee!!ryry iguess=/!!and everyone else
well dues i'm gunna lfy pce out nukkas
<333
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[25 Jul 2006|02:14pm] |
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hey guys!!!
omgg im so bored theres nothing to do and its really hot out and there's no ne to go to the pool with...
=*****
i got little or acutally i should say no sleep at all last night because of my annoying dogg
my ex was over yesterday and he gave me a red rose
and i am madd at him and so i sed eww get it away im allergict and he said oh yeah well lets see if you're allergic to this !
and ladies and gentes
he kissed me right there out in the open
gaaaaaaaaaaaahd im so mad at him
ryan go die
olololololaololaolaolaoal
im so bored yikees!
aha just waiting for gabriel to call me so we can hang out possibly today aight im going to jet
seeya guys tommorrow
<33
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[24 Jul 2006|10:16pm] |
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yo guys how is lifeee
i am so sadd
because i want to see my boyfriend but he is out busy with his dad
ughhhhhh
his dad needs to get a life man seriously
well anyways i love you gabriel with all my heart and i always will forever and life more to come and eternity!!
i want to see you on sunday babeeee
haha
lets get drunk togheter
~~~~~okkk i'll talk to you about that later hehe<3
but anyways dudes nothing happened ''cool'' today just hung out with gabe(not my Bf)
and renan and luis and pamela and we chilled at the pool and yeah i guess thats all?
alrtite i have to jet
seeya guyss
much lovee
<333333
I LOVE YOU GABRIEL
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| yoho yoho a pirates life for me |
[23 Jul 2006|11:25pm] |
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yoo people wats up
im going out to party tonite
yes yes ill be careful
ok paul i wont drink at alll
hahaha ill try and help myself
eikkk
g2g
luvyaa guyssss
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| who's afraid of the big bad wolf? |
[23 Jul 2006|01:34pm] |
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hey guys um i just woke up and i feel sick to my stomach
i went to the movies yeterday yeahhhhh us!
had tons of fun with the mates
it rocked!!!
we got ourselfs kicked out haha but hey its all good
we saw lady in the water it was soo freakky!
i screamed so loud it was kind of awkward=P
people kept calling my cell i was getting pissed
but its all good
i'm going to go now
okkkk byeeee
happy easterrr
<333
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| And she never came back.... |
[22 Jul 2006|04:50pm] |
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dudes and dudets i'm soo fucking sorry i totally forgot about livejournal and didnt care anymore because i found another better must i say site[myspace] and i never came back.
i guess i should like write about me because like my life is totally different then it used to be..
i recently moved from MA to FL and i miss it like i miss my father who died when i was 3
i have a boyfriend more like soulmate guy that i love and could never ask the heavens for something better than him i hope he never ever leaves me because if its up to me i'll marry the kid<3. i'm in a band called devonia charlotte chyea we rock[and no your band is not better than us]
I'm a little bit vain
Self- Centered
But just a bit
I like to be called Beautiful
and all..
i say nukka a lot but its w.e<3
i have a bigg interest in words so if you dont kow how to spell correctly please kindly click the x on the top right corner and get the heck out of here. i love to use them as they were made but to move them up a bit not to make them different but just to move them in different ways.
i guess i'm just you're averege punk hardxcore 80s style chik who loves to enjoy life
also have the haters but hey you either hate me or you love me
oh yea and guys dont label me mkay? i hate to be called goth because i like rock
just please stop okay you really need to use more of your brain ughh.
i spell check everything i write. i would like to be a novel writer soon because i'm just cool like that:].i have also controled my obssesive way of driking aren't you so proud of me?
i used to say lol a lot but now it's just w.e
i have a possesed dog he is so crazy
i have to say i have the greatest friends who are like the bombs hehe
ok dudes i'm going to stop here
way to much writing i will though try to write everyday mkay?
love you guys and again i'm so sorry for forgeting live journal*+*+*+*
oh and yeah my myspace is myspace.com/xxliving_deathxx<3
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omg hiii guys!! i just just realized that i havent written for soooo looong ...i'm soorry u guys know there <333 its just that i totally forgot i'm mean really... :( AND NO I'M NOT WRITTING JUST CUZ I'M BOREDA i just remebenbered about it... hehe yea well life has been goin pretty gd... um yea well i have yonca's b-day tommorow to go to and me and lili are goin to the mall wit joe && bob to buy gifts! ehehe yea i just got back from her place... hmmmm well i g2g listen to bloodhound gang sooo later guysss
PS: i'll try to write more often .... <333 all of u that read tis..
nikky *.*
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[24 Sep 2005|12:35pm] |
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Will I ever find my one true love?
Do you believe there is such?
I've reached out on a long search
But never close enough to touch
Couldn't find anyone to hold me
Lost in nothing but my dreams
Everyone I loved was false
I said screw my self-esteem
Is love just something you say
To get what you want
Because real love is fake
You say the three words
So that you can come and take
Whatever you want
All I ever wanted was someone
To tell me she would be there
To have that special felling
But no one ever seemed to care
It disgusts me that my one lady
Never came to cure my loathing
It's over now no one to stop me
Watch my dead limp body floating
Is love just something you say
To get what you want
Because real love is fake
You say the three words
So that you can come and take
Whatever you want
A fisherman finds and pulls it in
Still blood red from dripping wounds
Watch me on the ten o'clock news
Maybe my love will find me soon
yeaaaaaaaa leave a comment bicthes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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[24 Sep 2005|12:28pm] |
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I see everything you dont want me to
My eyes are opened wide
I slice through life with a bitter sting
From me you can not hide.
You run from it with eyes wide shut
You are running to escape
The voices in your head now cry
Your virgin mind is raped.
You watch it sneaking up on you
And you quickly slash my throat
I close my eyes, fall to the ground
My death is long and slow.
nikky
leave comments fagS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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| DISTURBED ROX!!!!! :) |
[17 Sep 2005|05:57pm] |
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hey every1 !!! wat is u ppppp...i'm hyper to the powarrrrrr growl babyy. yea i'm just weird like that soo i'm like so calm but hyper at the same tyme humm well i have that song from the pirates of the carribean song stuck in my head.,.,.,.,.,.,
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho.
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We kindle and char, inflame and ignite,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We burn up the city, we're really a fright,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're rascals, scoundrels, villans, and knaves,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We're devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
sooo uh yeaaaaa!!!! peace out ever1 love u guys
nikky rox ur sox!!!
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| yoyo fags!!!!!! |
[10 Sep 2005|06:22pm] |
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hi retards......i'm soo freakin bored man!! like every miserable day of my miserable life dudes..........yea well JOE was suppost to come ova but that fag didnt lol...im just playin hes not a fag ..but he should've called he has the numba.but w/e let it flow
i just updated to say hi soo i'm gunna go now peace...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................nikky.....
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hey guys i'm soo happy ! 4 some odd lil reason well actually its a real cool reason but i cant tell ya... srry.....well who cares anyways... nm new really...just wat happened today at the bus yea tis kid joe was arguin wit tis chik mellanie she was makin fun of his hair...then hes like go die u faget....it was soo funny lmao we were craking up... then me and liana we're havin a thumb war it was fun....but yea tommorow we have to bring in tis bag wit 3 things tat represent us but i dunt know wat to bring in ....oh well i'll find something lat8r =) g2 run seeya guys later big shout outs to lili,yonca,joe,papa gino, trav, alex, ashy, vou, erin, benj, joel, billy, mimi, bobby, joevito, and all my other buddies aight
peace
nikky
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[03 Sep 2005|08:02pm] |
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hey guys nikky here nm new really....i'm wicked bored and i really like tis dude but he has a gurl already and tat sooo sux... =,(...... i'm sad now.. well lili is wit one of my coolest guy-friend and i'm happy 4 them.*sighs* i wish i had someone like bobby (lili's boyfriend) hes outta tis world...wicked awesome person..(and he has a mohawk lol) well i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wish tat ________ didnt have __________...(i'm not gunna mention names people! ) cuz i really really really like him waaaaaaa..... dudes i'm gunna go i'm too depressed to write
peace
xoxo
nikky
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| ''all i want is the truth'' |
[28 Aug 2005|02:48pm] |
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hey guys i'm still sad and bored to death well i'm gunna post tis poem.,.,.,., aight hope u like it.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,
Theres so many things that I love about you
I could name so many things you continue to do
You always stand by my side and show you care
Good times and bad you're always there.
In sad times you always manage to make me smile
The way you promise we'll be together to walk down the aisle
I love the moment we look into each others eyes
A love so beautiful I have invisible happy cries
I love the way we both know that we belong
Through tough times we've proven to always be strong
The warmth of your hug when you hold me tight
In bad times you promise everything will be alright
I love it when you tell me we'll always be forever
I know now and all our days we'll face everything together
Times that are hard and my eyes start to cry
Your hand is always there to wipe them dry
I love spending my days with you, they are so much fun
Together on rainy days and under the glowing sun
I love seeing you in the day and dreaming of you at night
I keep every memory with me and you're never out of my sight
I love your gentle touch and your words that are sweet
Every time I'm with you my heart still skips a beat
I love it when you know I feel sad
You will do anything just to make me glad.
No one in this lifetime can understand the way I feel
Mornings I wake up sometimes still wondering if this is all real
Your love and comfort is what I'll forever need
You're not only a boyfriend but my soul mate indeed.
I love the way its taken us ages to find
The most divine love between us, for I call you mine
Every single day is better because you have brightened my life
I hope to one day have the privilege of becoming your wife
I respect each word you say that comes out of your heart
I promise you that nothing can tear us apart
I love the way you've taken away all my pain
And still to this day your love keeps me sane
I love the feeling I get when I hear your name
I know that when I say I love you, you feel the same
I cherish you so much and thank God I found you
I promise to my everyone and to your love I'll always be true
peace.,.,.,lat8r.,.,.,much luv
xoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxo
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[27 Aug 2005|10:34pm] |
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hwy guys i really dont know y but i feel sad!! :( 4 some odd reason .... i just feel like being alone and its freakin me out!! well srry i havent updated in SO long but i just forgot bout it i guess soo srry...but movin on i'm listinin to shakira's ''Underneath your clothes'' its real cute song lolz
You’re a song
Written by the hands of god
Don’t get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I’ll find them
.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,
You’re a song
Written by the hands of god
Don’t get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I’ll find them
well guys i kinda have to go i'm kinda tired humm peace out and u know.. much luv!!
later
nikky* xoxoxoxo
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